When taking a look at life, most people feel that their life is harder, their life has more drama, their life has more walls to climb than others. Now, i dont think i go through anything different from anyone else but this has been an interesting week to say the least.
Monday - Someone close to me got mad at me over something online. It turned into a no talking contest for the remainder of the week. I felt I handled the situation as best as I could. Clearly the goal here was to learn a lesson about relationship and friendship management.
Tuesday - Did i mention facebook is the devil.
Wednesday - I had been going back and forth on travel arrangements for a trip i had been planning. Well, one backed out then another treated me fairly poorly so i had canceled my trip.
Thursday - Said f it, im going anyway and rented a car. My buddy got a room and we are heading out in a week. Push through!
Friday - Found out that i was played for a fool by someone in my life for 6 months. Devistating really. Went through the full range of emotions.....sick, then angry, then dejected, then....well who knows where i am at the moment.
All this and honestly and deeply know that there is meaning and positive thoughts to this week. Looking back it teaches me alot. The value of friendship. Honestly, morals, ethics, when to have witty banter and when not to. When to trust someone and when not to. The point being that despite the darkness that may pass over us the sun is out there all the time. The dark is just a small period that is asking us to give in to it but the positive will always triumph if you choose it to.
I was speaking to the perosn who :showed me the light" the other day and she said she could feel my dark.......i use to think, no way but i beleive her. She reached out to me and gave me some words that i always live by but need reminding sometimes. I called her my Yoda. Its rare to find people in this world that put themselves behind everyone else but she always has. The moral, the goal in life is to be that person, give unconditional hope and love to people and have them pass it on. She gave it and still gives it to me no matter how much crap we have been through and I hope to pass it to people in a manner that they can do the same for others. Think with the light in mind.
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